My new Schedule

Drama Aside for the time being. I am in Baking, Chocolate, and ServSafe. ServSafe is taught by a chef instructor/aide. Good Woman with her head and heart in the right places. We'll call her Picky. Picky is a damned good chef, and is selfless and always doing her best to help the students out. Baking and Chocolate is taught by a Chef from France who has lived in America for a few decades. Good man, always willing to share a joke, and always willing to help. We'll term him Frenchy, and I dont use that as a bad term for this Chef.

Hmm, who will we talk about now? Ah, a classmate we will call Semantics. Semantics is quickly turning out to be a good friend, he is nearly a decade older than I and always willing to share his experiences and outlook. Semantics is also a comedian, with plenty of good jokes and one liners that help to pass the time whilst waiting for breads to proof and ferment. He also is someone with a real passion for baking, which I respect deeply. I make a decent loaf of bread, but his far outshine my own. Semantics wants to actually become a Baker and he would do damned well as one. I will write more later, sans drama of my life

I doth RETURN!

Ooooh K, I started semester again. ALOT of drama and life has happened over summer. I worked my ass off over summer, literally. Lost like 20 pounds or so. Have nothing to show for the work besides a recommendation and lack of money. I've done alot of growing up. Too much in too little time it seems, but C'est La Vie. I met a wonderful woman, which we will call Lover. We hit it off fast and well. We share similar goals and values for life. I fell in love with her. Then life took a swing at me. I got Lover Pregnant. I manned up, started frantically searching for a source of income, and generally doing my best to be the best I can. Life takes another swing. Lover has a miscarriage. It hurts her bad. She said that it was through between us. I spend a week moping. Got better with alot of help from my True Friends. Lover and I talk. We want to try and make things the way it was before Life took a few swings at us. I agree because I love her. I have thought about it all for the past couple days and have come to the conclusion that as much as I want it to work, it wont. We have no common ground between us, and our outlooks on alot of things are different. At this point I realize that it wont work unless we force ourselves, and I care too much about Lover to do that too her. So now I have to decide on how do I approach the whole matter. We shall see soon enough.