I doth RETURN!

Ooooh K, I started semester again. ALOT of drama and life has happened over summer. I worked my ass off over summer, literally. Lost like 20 pounds or so. Have nothing to show for the work besides a recommendation and lack of money. I've done alot of growing up. Too much in too little time it seems, but C'est La Vie. I met a wonderful woman, which we will call Lover. We hit it off fast and well. We share similar goals and values for life. I fell in love with her. Then life took a swing at me. I got Lover Pregnant. I manned up, started frantically searching for a source of income, and generally doing my best to be the best I can. Life takes another swing. Lover has a miscarriage. It hurts her bad. She said that it was through between us. I spend a week moping. Got better with alot of help from my True Friends. Lover and I talk. We want to try and make things the way it was before Life took a few swings at us. I agree because I love her. I have thought about it all for the past couple days and have come to the conclusion that as much as I want it to work, it wont. We have no common ground between us, and our outlooks on alot of things are different. At this point I realize that it wont work unless we force ourselves, and I care too much about Lover to do that too her. So now I have to decide on how do I approach the whole matter. We shall see soon enough.